Monday, March 11, 2013

30 Random Facts

A couple years ago my sister in law, Leann, tagged me in a Facebook game. The idea was to get to know people better, and the rules were : Once you have been tagged, you're suppose to write 30 facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

I found this old posting and wondered how much I changed or what my 30 facts would be today. I see a lot that would stay the same.


 1.) No matter what people may think Family is my everything
       This is still true for me. Family is my everything. We may be loud dysfunctional, fight occasionally, get on each others' nerves. But that's okay, because in the end we are always there for each other. And our love is deep!

2.) Drama really ticks me off especially when its perpetuated over and over by the same person, even more so if its family doing it
       This still ticks me off, I think it always will. I think what's worst is when there is one who creates it, others feed off of it, and just give it the steam it needs to perpetuate. Leave it alone, ignore it, bite your tongue and move on.
3.) I believe 99% in forgiveness but somethings you just can't forgive
      I am a huge believe in Forgiveness. Jesus taught his disipiles a prayer- The Lords' Prayer, or The Our Father. In it it clearly states "Forgive us our sins as WE FORGIVE those who tresspass against us." This is the whole Golden Rule concept. I am 99% of the way to forgiveness, and I am working hard to get that last way. Despite what others' may think, I believe forgiveness is an essential part of getting into heaven.
4.) I am sure Leann will finish my blanket... sometime
      She is crocheting me a blanket. She is also a mom to three, and very busy. So I know it will be done when she can finish it!
5.) Greg is my Godsend. The answer to my prayers for my husband
      Greg is my Godsend, is a rock-my rock, in this tubulation we call life. He is there for me whatever the need may be. Now this doesn't mean at times I don't get annoyed, frustrated, or downright angry with him. I think its impossible to live with someone, and not get annoyed by them. But love is sticking through that annoyance, and see his flaws, and loving him for those flaws.
6.) I love going to Celebration Church
      I do love Attending Celebration. We need to do so more often, and on a regular basis. 
7.) I pray every day, talk to God all the time, and talk to Grandma Betty Grandpa Jim and Papa daily. I miss them so much
      This has not changed, I still pray, and talk to my love ones in Heaven. I've added a couple sadly.
8.) Being a foster parent is so much harder then I thought, but a million times more rewarding!
      I would move this up to maybe number one or two. Its a gazillion times harder then I ever thought/expected. Its hard to have these kiddos in your life. You want the best for them, and Wisconsin is completely for protecting the parent's rights, not the children's rights. Its really hard to watch kiddos go back to ill prepared parents, or kiddos who will be in the system for years due to parent's circumstances. 
9.) I fight for what I believe in
      Absolutely! Especially when it comes to my kiddos. 
10.) I couldn't be prouder of my goddaughters Michaela and Kayley. I hope they learn from me to stand for what's right
        What is right, doesn't neccessairy mean what you think is right... 
11.) Even though I am so excited for Shadowfever, I know I am going to cry
        This was an amazing *ending* to a Great book! Its continued in the Iced series. But I am not starting that until there are more books of it out! 
12.) I wish we could see our family in va more often, I wish I could show them everything we love about Wisconsin
       This says it all! I miss them...
13.)I would do pretty much anything for a Sheetz hotdog, a cherry 7-up slushie, and salsa doritoes
        This is bold and underlined, because it is true! I crave this meal! 
14.)I hate when Greg has the tv turned up and I have to talk louder on the phone and he says your so loud on that thing. nss! you have the tv blaring.
        Usually when he says this now he talking to Sapphira! :)

15.) Some day I hope to experience pregnancy myself
        At least once. 
16.) my husband thinks I am stubborn
        I think this is still true. 
17.) When I graduate my goal is to go to Scotland for the summer and intern
       That would have been an amazing opportunity! But when I graduated, Sapphira started therapy right after. It would have been irresponsible of me to take her, and I couldn't leave her! 
18.) when I come home from Scotland I want to start my own business focusing on graphics and photography
       Instead of going to Scotland, I went to Vegas for four days. And started back on school immediately for my bachelors degree. Hopefully when I graduate in Dec 2013, sometime shortly after we can make it to Scotland. 
19) I also want to build our own house then
      With loans the way they are, unless something changes, I think we will have to purchase a house. But I would love love love to build my dream house! 

20.) I would love to renew our vows on Mackinac Island with those closest to us
       Mackinac Island, or maybe Gretna Green in Scotland. I still want to do this, but I want to wait until we adopt Sapphira. 
21.) I am 9 years and nine months apart from my Aunt Meme, I am also 9 years and nine months apart from Delie my sister, Kayley is also 9 yrs about from her, For the tradition to continue I need to get pregnant in Aug 2011.
       This didn't happen but that is okay.... 
22.) I absolutely love going to school at Globe... most days
        Now that I am working on my Bachelor's Degree, through Globe, I attend school on line. Which really works for me. 
23.) I love my Puggle Pugsley, and cant wait to add to my fur babies, a newfie and a maltipoo
       Where to start? I do love Pugsley, but he is becoming more and more high strung. I sometimes think maybe our family isn't the best for him. Sapphira is rough and tumble, and he is not. He gets stressed by her antics. I'd love a maltipoo, but I think for our family we need something sturdy, like a Newfie, Golden, or a Lab.  
24.) I love my sisters and my Cysters
25.) I have a huge crush on Gerard Butler
        Oh Aye! I do! mmm he is scrumdiliumpious!
26.) it bugs me when people dont turn their blinker on before turning or they forget to turn it off
       I absolutely hate that! 
27.) it bothers me that people treat children so callously
       This still shocks me, the way people treat their kids. And especially how they use their child for their own gains. As a foster parent I see this a lot sadly. Some social workers are in tune with it and adjust accordingly. While others, are oblivious. And the worst is the ones that know it, tell you about it and still let the parents get a way with it. For social workers like this... I hope there is a special place in hell for them.
28.) I cant wait for Summer 2011.. well really just summer
       Summer is my favorite time of the year! And Summer 2013 we are kicking off with a trip to Disney World. One of the many reasons I am trying to shape up! :) 
29.) I could really go for some pizza soup from Springhill Tavern
       I love their pizza soup, and their mozzerella sticks. MMM both are so yummy. But right now I am focused on my goals of losing weight, becoming more active, and healthier. I want to run the Color Run this year, and Bike around Mackinac Island, and next year I want to run the Princess Half Marathon at Disney. 
30.) I hope to one day visit every 50 states
       I still would love to do this, I think that would be amazing. 


Friday, March 8, 2013

Here I am Again

Here I am again. Starting or restarting a weight loss journey once more.  I know, I know, I know, I've been at this place several times before. but really this time I need to do it, I can't have any excuses any more. I have to hold MYSELF accountable and not depend on anyone else.

I saw something on Pinterest that really inspired me, something about how a misstep in your diet is just like going the wrong direction, make a Uie and get back on track.. I really liked that.

So why now? Why this time?

A lot of reasons, Greg played me a video he did of me sleeping at night, and I stopped breathing several times, sometimes up to thirty seconds before I started again. Sleep apnea scares me, I don't want to wear the mask, I have issues with things touching my face. But I also don't want Sapphira to wake up one day and I am gone. This just made me realize I need to get serious about my weight, because not only is it sleep apnea, and PCOS it could be diabetes, Heart Disease, etc.

I am tired of feeling sick and tired every day. I don't think this is the way to live my life, I think right now I am letting it pass me by. I have so many things I want to accomplish, do and experience. But I do not feel comfortable at the weight I am to do so. I am tired of watching life from the side lines, or sitting back. I want to be a participant in life.

So I made up fitness work sheets that I am going to "journal" on every day. And I made up a big goal sheet, a mini goal sheet and rewards.



Major Goals:
1.)    Lose 165 pounds
2.)    Go down 8 dress sizes
3.)    WORK OUT EACH DAY
4.)    BLOG
5.)    WALK 16700 STEPS daily increasing each month
6.)    Complete Color Run
7.)    Autism Walk
 


Mini Goals
Easter  March 31
1.)    -20 pounds
2.)    Fit into Purple Shirt
3.)    Work out every day
4.)    Walk 16670 steps Daily
April 30th Total loss 35
1.)    -15 pounds
2.)    Work on arms
3.)    Walk 17000 Daily
May 22nd -50
1.)    -15 pounds
2.)    Fit into Goal Outfits
3.)    Work out daily
4.)    Walk 17500 Steps daily
June 30th 70
1.)    -20 pounds
2.)    Work out daily
3.)    Start training for 5k
4.)    Pick out Goal outfit for Delie bday!
July 30th 90
1.)    -20 pounds
2.)    Work out Daily
3.)    Bike around Mackinaw Island
4.)    Continue 5k training
Aug 30th 105
1.)    -15 pounds
2.)    Complete Color Run
3.)    Work out Daily
Sept 30th 120
1.)    -15 pounds
2.)    Work out Daily
3.)    Pick out Goal Item For Birthday
Oct 30th 135
1.)    –15 pounds
2.)    Work Out Daily
3.)    Autism Walk
Nov 30 150
1.)    -15 pounds
2.)    Work out Daily
3.)    Pick Out Goal Outfit for Christmas
Dec 30- 165
GOALS COMPLETE
BUILD New GOALS
CELEBRATE In Vegas for NYE!

 
REWARDS
MARCH-WEAR PURPLE TO EASTER, GET MANI TO MATCH
APRIL- BE IN SHAPE FOR DISNEY, GET NEW SHOES GOWALK SKETCHERS
MAY-FIT INTO GOAL ITEMS, GET MANI FOR DISNEY
JUNE-BUY OUTFIT FOR DELIE’S BIRTHDAY,
JULY-BUY CUTE WHITE SHORTS/HEAD BAND/SHIRT FOR COLOR RUN
AUGUST- SIGN UP FOR DANCE CLASSES , START PLANNING VEGAS
SEPT- PICK OUT GOAL ITEM TO WEAR ON BIRTHDAY FOR DANCING
OCTOBER-GET PINK EXTENSIONS IN,
NOV- PURCHASE GOAL OUTFIT FOR CHRISTMAS
DEC-PACK FOR VEGAS, WITH ALL NEW CLOTHES. 

So you may have noticed I have listed Goal Outfits for March and May. Thats what the pictures are of. Including one of myself now. yuck!


I really have to do something about this, even if its just to save on buying another airline ticket. Or so I can ride the rides at Disney with Sapphira with out worrying am I to big. So I don't pass out from the oppressive heat in Florida. 



So this Purple Top I want to wear for Easter Meal.
These are goal outfits for while at Disney.



Greg and I with a Heart Shaped Chip... he ate it after this...